CHARLIE’S LEASH
I thought
bringing the leash on our run was a bad idea. I thought it would slow us up but
you said it wouldn’t. It was the blue leash, the smellier one. Charlie’s red
one was nicer, but it still smelled like nylon. The blue one smelled like
burying your nose in the back of his neck fur. You held the leash bundled up
until mile two and then you let one end drop, holding onto just the loop. The
metal clip skipped along the sidewalk and our pace quickened, which surprised
me. We didn’t make a conscious effort to speed up but the clinking clip ignited
something. Charlie was always great for pace, our footsteps syncing with his
clicking toe nails. Our tap-taps to his tap-tap-tap-taps. We hit mile three and
turned for home and I asked if I could take a turn holding the leash. You gave
me that look and I understood. After all, he was always more your dog. So I let
you run in front and I ran to the side of the trailing leash. The sky turned
from amber to indigo and lamp posts turned on along the street. I noticed every
few steps tiny sparks shooting out from the bouncing leash clip. Neighbors
piddled around outside. They were finishing up yard work or pleading with kids
to come inside for dinner. We waved. They waved. You turned and asked if
anybody was looking at us funny and I said no. Most of them knew Charlie had
died. You said good and started running harder. At some point, we started
running so fast Charlie’s leash lifted off the pavement and I thought it looked
like a long ribbon blowing in the wind. A blue, wonderfully smelly ribbon. When
we got to our house you wanted to keep going. We stood there, out of breath,
staring at Charlie’s leash, now lying back on the ground. I said sure and we
ran until it was too dark to run anymore.
GALVANIZED
Laid hollow again, she cured against the
concrete form. Her house without hearth and sink. No radiators or illuminated
recessions. A cavity with off-shore winds blowing out to sea and old fashioned
names echoing in the emptiness.
The husband waited for her forward march like
he had each time before. The month or day to begin didn’t matter. Not anymore.
Theirs was a perforated calendar of deceased hope. Scrap sheets of computation
and expectation left shredded by shards of broken tears. No more calculators or
Google remedies and the books were burned.
Their efforts proceeded. An industrial
revolution of production and efficiency. They used salt-treated lumber and galvanized
screws, twisting them deep into her toughest flesh. The best chances of holding
anchor waited in the near impenetrable.
And once again, a new start. They are not
surprised and announce nothing. All words to be chosen precisely like hands
placed between thorns on a rose stem. He skips time, throwing days into the
surf. She sits with knees bent, listening for broken glass, praying winds stay
on-shore.
When the new is hidden no more, loved ones ask
how many times they can do this.
CP
Daniel W. Thompson’s fiction has
appeared in Bartleby Snopes, Jersey
Devil Press, Literary Orphans, decomP, and other places. As a child, his
grandfather paid him $5 an hour to clean up frozen cow patties and pull stones
out of the vegetable garden. Now he lives in downtown Richmond, Virginia, with
his wife and daughters, cleaning up diapers and dog fur. No compensation has
been offered.
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