Reduced
There I
was at the OPEN HOUSE. It was easy, three doors down. The sign on the lawn
said, PRICE REDUCED.
The real
estate lady said, “Back again? Thinking of buying”?
I laughed.
There were
several couples there. People have short memories.
I was
nervous this time. I kept tapping walls, touching everything twice. People
looked at me.
When they
headed upstairs I hung back. I opened the basement door and crept down. Everything
was new – the concrete floor, bright fluorescent lighting; cinder block walls
scrubbed. I walked to the corner where the previous owner had kept her, the
girl of ten, for a year, in a little room he’d bricked himself. Padlocks, steel
door; dirty mattress. Here in the nice neighborhood.
I was on
the crew that demolished the room with sledge hammers. It was an act of
violence. We hauled the bricks to a guy that ground them to dust, like
someone’s ashes. The door was melted in the steel man’s hell furnace. Every
couple days the crew chipped in to send flowers to the girl, safe with her
mother.
I remember
what we found scratched into the brick: Susan Peterson born 2003, died -----. She
did it with her fingernails.
The
footsteps were above. Someone ran water and I listened to the pipes. I thought
about focusing on one sound to stay alive.
When the
basement door opened, I hid under the steps. The men came halfway down to take
a peek. There wasn’t anything to see; it was spotless. They climbed back up and
shut the door. Then she locked it, which I knew was something she did
automatically, because it was a terrible place.
I listened
to them leave. She probably thought I was gone.
***
There was
a new casement window. The old one had been painted black. We had smashed that
with our hammers as well.
I jumped and
flipped the lock. The window swung down, sharp edge cutting my arm. I popped
the screen with my pocket tool and dove out. My blood ran down the cinderblocks, already
soaking in. I jammed the screen and rolled across the lawn to the line of
spruce trees, crawling through them to the street.
A car rolled by me slowly – a couple from the
open house, getting a sense of the neighborhood. I smiled and waved with my
bloody arm, but they didn’t wave back.
I went in
my back door, but my wife was there in the kitchen. “Now what?” she said.
“Trimming
accident.”
I went to
the bathroom and locked the door. I cleaned up. Out the window I saw my
eight-year-old, Holly, riding her bike on the street. I yelled at her, “Get off
the street! Stay in the driveway!”
Looking at
my face, she started to cry. I always scared her. I wouldn’t let her do
anything.
My wife
pounded the door. In the mirror, my face was ugly.
CP
Gary
Moshimer has stories in Pank, Smokelong
Quarterly, Frigg, and many other places.
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